I am in mixed feeling today~ Moody, upset & disappointed~ Almost cry at work~ I kept my tears so hard~ & this felt terrible~ I guess my colleagues noticed my "unusual" behavior, so none of them speak to me the whole morning~ Staring at the monitor with my earpiece on, my mind was in total blank~ But i still need to force myself to work~ Really hate to be "2-faces"~
No appetite too~ Didn't eat much today~ Dragged myself home like zombie after work~ Since nobody's at home, i can just forget my dinner~
The whole of today seems silent~
I am tired~